Yet another change
The only thing constant they say is the change.
Losing my dad, my rock in year 2018 changed my life. It wasn't like I had never experienced loss before. Nothing came closer to this. It was pretty bad for mom, so 2019 I decided to be in India with her. While hubby continued in USA. Surprisingly kid too wanted to continue in USA, without me. It was surprising, little scary. I never thought she will last more than 15 days without me. To tell the truth after landing in Mumbai, I was almost everyday would be expecting to receive a call from hubby to come and pick her 😀
Spending time with my mom in 2019-2020 is yet another decision I am super proud of. It was a priority for me. It was much required time together for us. We laughed, we roamed around, we ate, we slept, we watched TV, we went on walks almost everyday, we cried sometimes and more importantly we healed together. #Blessed
When pandemic hit us in January 2020, no body could really imagine scale, spread of the virus, or its impact on human body and more importantly how long it will last. When the world stopped free movement during March to almost July 2020, it was most trying time for me. Separated from kid and hubby hit hard during this time. I flew to US at end of the June in one of the special arranged flights. Being with a kid during such a uncertain times is my top most priority.
One of the major decisions I had to take for this is to leave my current job, career and take a leap towards my other dreams. It is exciting, it is scary, it is exhausting at times. Hey but that's what life is all about right? Changing priorities, changing dreams and changing yourself.
Another phase, Another experience. Bring it on!
PS: I have taken a challenge to write everyday here for rest of the year and if possible ever. Wish me luck.
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